People I'am Greatful for...

My mom "my hero"





My sister Ashleigh 'jelly to my peanut butter'





My best friend Bailey 'peas to my carrots'





My best friend Dj 'cheese to my crackers'






The 'Ying' to my 'Yang' Lindsey Blair





My bestie Raven 'the carmamel to my apple'

Halloween!...

Is today! It doesn't really feel like halloween anymore since I'm older, owell, next Year I will hopefully get to go to tampa, and HOPEFULLY bring Lindsey along. I had a good time last night, it was fun. I went out on a limb and actually danced 0.o Me and cordination are awkward strangers to eachother, but it wasn't too bad =] Im sure I made a fool out of myself, but thats what I like to do, because I don't care. I had an AMAZING shower! let me tell ya! lol I'm going to have some fantastical potato bread toast for breakfast! Then later tonight/ today I'm going to my best friends house for a get together with some friends. And I can say happily that I will be completly sober ALLLLLL night! =D I have been now for...4 months now from smoking everyday pretty much from 14 to 19 and I'm really proud of myself.


I'am greatful for:

1. A good night sleep
2. My good heart
3. The mail man, cuase he delivers my letters =]
4. being able to love
5. Having people who truley care about me
6. Having a higher power to believe in
7. Every breathe I get to breathe everyday

Today...

Has been a really good day. I haven't had any stressors. And to night im going to put my coping skills to the test, I think I'll do fine. My day starts out the best when I get a text from my girl saying "Good mornin baby!" it makes me smile and puts me in a good mood. I haven't been down at all today, I have been thinking alot about Lindsey, though I do all day everyday lol But im okay with that because having her on mind is something I would never want to change. The best memories I have of treatment are when I'm with her. I love how she is loud and how she doesn't take anyones shit, the best is how we are completely different, but compatible in so many ways. "You'll relaps if yall talk" Really? ahahah! don't you think that would have happened already?? anyways. Well soon I'm going to make her an ever happier girl =]



I'am greatful for:

1. waking up this morning
2. my frienda and family
3. lindsey coming into my life
4. being who I'am when Im not sick
5. my personality
6. my sence of humor
7. how I don't care if I make an ass out of myself =]

Daily video for a girl I care about